My Birthday boy ♥ 8Dec

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Hmm .. as the topic has write ..
Today was a special day
Birthday of someone ♥
He is bigger than me 9 days T^T
May he always be happy and get what he want ♥
Hope you see this ..
Happy birthday ♥
My best wish to you .. My boy ♥


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I have finally find my job
3 Choices for me now
>Work as an admin clerk at prangin mall (My parents disagree that)
>Work as clerk too at Gurney plaza(I don't really want that)
>Work as kindergarden teacher (I don't want it to .. but my parents like that)
What I want will always be what my parents dont want
What I don't want will always be what my parents want
Am I really that pityful that I always get what i dont want?
I HATE THAT! IT S-U-C-K-S


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Still the same mood with yesterday
D-O-W-N
Maybe is more down than i think
Tomorrow all my friends are going to Genting and KL trip
And I am the only one that stays at home
I m sad seriously
Sad for it for all my days
Maybe I am mean to live in sadness and crying in my life
I HATE MY LIFE =(
Shit is here, but life still goes on


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I have deactivated my facebook account
I hope that someone would care about me but..
MY HOPE FAILS
Because people don't care about you as much as you think they do
I fail in everything..
Maybe I just shouldnt exist in this world and maybe I would get a better life than now
But its just maybe.. I m still here
Haiz


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I always learn to smile in front of everyone
I always learn to make others happy
I always learn to cover up my sadness
I always learn to follow my parents orders
I always learn to be strong..
But I am really really sad now..
I don't know what should I do to cover that up

I M TIRED OF EVERYTHING =')


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When world give you a thousand reasons to cry
Show them that you have a million reasons to smile

I will .. I mean I will try to smile although now I really got a million reason to cry  =)



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The girl-- Chocolatemin ♥